Date: 30th October 2009
Time: 2339
Today is the third time I've cried in school in the year of 2009.
Wondering how screwed this year can be.
Committments to academics to life.
Nothing seemed sailing smoothly.
Lost many, but gained little.
Most importantly, I've blatantly ignored good advices which really meant good.
And this single decision of mine made me neglect my stuffs.
Character changed. Grades changed. Life changed.
Impressions remain as they were.
And this is the so-called perfect life people used to saying.
Was glad to have Jaime right beside me at that moment.
A sincere thank you for you.
Thanks for being there and offered to help me out.
It's alright cuz I know I'll be fine..
Your always deep there in my heart, though you left you girls in the beginning.
thanks, girls. :)
Date: 28th October 2009
Time: 1159
Things changed, people changed.
No matter how much I tried to fit in.
It just doesn't seem right.
Maybe it's fated.
Maybe this is life.
I just wanna fit in.
Fit into that group where I once belonged.
whatever, people, just shingz off.
hypocrites are everywhere in the world.
And I've learnt to trust no one, including my family,
because all they bring to me, is just that agony.
This agony is so draggy, that I seemed to be dying slowly.
Date: 25th October 2009
Time: 2346
@ 1pm: It's bored.
@ 2pm: It's bored.
@ 3pm: It's bored.
.....
.....
.....
@ 6pm: It's bored.
@ 7pm: It's bored.
@ 8pm: It's bored.
@ 9pm: It's bored.
@ 10pm: It's bored.
@ 11pm: It's bored.
@ 12am: It's bored.
This should summarise today.
It's bored.
SHINGZILY BORED!
Date: 24th October 2009
Time: 2108
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAOLIAN! :D
It all started since yesterday. (:
Went for training.
Train, train and train.
And then had lunch while waiting for Aimie and Rachael and Felicia.
Bused on 854 with the three.
Rachael and Felicia are going to Aimie's house to bathe, before proceeding to Rachael house.
Meeting Jaime and girls at 4pm at Ang Mo.
Was late cuz i lived damn far and I fell asleep in the toilet.
Yes, FELL ASLEEP. o.o
duh~ On the toiletbowl uh.
Walked to Eunice's house.
Yes, NEAR indeed, eunice..
VERY near.
Hahas, it's way FAR luh.
But we walked there anyway. (:
Bought drinks, paper plates, etc.
And there we slacked at eunice's room playing PIG. :D
enjoyed that game.
And here jiaolian comes!
The cake was half-disfigured due to Samantha's hard work. lol..
(you girls know what I meant :D)
And ate cake, bbq-ed.
Cannot finish the food.
So we called b boys to come at like 10 plus 11 plus.
And here comes andy, hongkoon, hongsiang, ziyu and kim meng.
Ate, played pig with mrs lee.
and SLEEPOVER with sherhui, jac, aimie and eunice of course! :D
hahas. played 21 dots. watched 'L' halfway and went up to sleep.
Sleep from 3am until next morning (like duh)
Ate breakfast (leftovers from bbq)
And off me, jac and sherhui went to school to meet up with jaime to play vb.
Didn't tie my hair and was wearing slippers. o.o
Didn't bring any shoes or whatever there.
Then straight away I went to tuition at 1pm.
Went home and bathed, slacked and used the computer.
No mood for chinese. And I shall force myself with it tomorrow.
Aim to finish 3-5 papers tomorrow for chinese. First time so hiong into chinese.
Jiayou. (:
Girls, youth cup is coming.
Let's beat all teams and get into the finals. (:
Jiayou alright!
Xinmin steady ace!
Date: 22nd October 2009
Time: 2328
Woke up late this morning.
Oh, it's afternoon. o.o
12 noon to be exact. :D
Training has been brought forward from 4pm to 3pm.
Which means warm-up at 1430.
Bused and reached school at 1330.
'B' boys was having training, and no 'B' girls reached.
So I went for lunch.
2 donuts and 1 cup of milo.
And went to SLR only to find rockclimbers trying to put their banner in our SLR.
The banner has already been stepped umpteen times by many people already.
Like they don't have their own room.
Go request for one uh.
And then went to sports hall cuz I saw huixing coming up.
Played ball with huixing and rachael.
And many came not long after and joined us.
Watched how happy 'B' boys played with coach, unlike us.
And it's warm-up time.
Train, train and train.
Then debrief, debrief and debrief.
Then off we (me, jac, yonghan, aimie and rachael) went to opposite school that coffeeshop for dinner.
Shared cost for stingray.
And had duck rice. (:
Bused with Aimie.
And now, I'm half dead.
Wonder when am I gonna start mugging for Chinese 'O'.
Dang.
I will start on Monday.
Yes, monday. o.o
Date: 21st October 2009
Time: 2337
Today's a slacky day, especially for AC!
Morning started off badly for me (frantically searching for someone to lend me falcon tee!).
Gosh, forgotten that today's inter-house games.
Jeremy lent me. (:
And then school started.
Another incident was some idiotic and dumb (2-in-1 uh) person actually used the old padlock to lock the SLR.
Gosh, that's way too brainless and seriously 2-in-1, and we had to look for uncle sunny, who asked us (me, colin, denise and annabelle) to look for Mr John.
And we managed to get the tool to break the lock!
Cool to the max! :D
Then, we were told that SLR will be painted by the school because of their every-5-year-paint-once policy.
Hence we need to pack the SLR.
Had fun giving eye power to Colin, Denise and Annabelle cuz I'm totally sianed.
At home need to pack things, go school also need to pack things.
Boredom all the way till the banner part.
That's when me, colin and denise shifted the banners down and took pictures of the banner and us and then threw it away.
Whoo, thanks Raymond for helping the threesome take pictures. (:
Brought back 2 banners up and went to slack.
Ate in the canteen and watched the guys play handball on the spectators' view (3rd storey, outside SLR).
Had fun, and went to SLR to SLEEP! (:
Then wake up, play and SLEEP AGAIN.
How piggy.
Went for lunch together with Hardi.
and we all ended up in SLR again though we've got things on later.
Slacked and read Teenage magazine and off I went to NYP for the Research Programme.
I've never felt so accomplished before today.
And today, I SOLO-ED the heading background with photoshop alright!
Thanks Regina and friend for helping and guiding me.
And poof!
After spending an hour and a half on the heading background for our eZine, I was going crazy when I saw RuiNah facebooking her way through the whole time we've been in the NYP computer lab.
Hahas. Ohwell, she must have felt bored uh.
But I've done something today (:
Ok nvm.
Btw Regina and friend are NYP students whom were approached by the lecturer to teach us dreamweaver. :D
ok nvm.
Went home, ate dinner and off I went to collect my specs. (:
New YELLOW specs. :D
Ok, I'm sleepy now.
Training tmr, the day after, and the day after after.
Minicup's next week.
Come on girls, we can do it. (:
Date: 20th October 2009
Time: 2344
To tell the truth, ever since EOY exams, interest in Physics has longed say "byebye".
In addition to today's SPA, I think I'm hating physics now.
Plus teacher's leaving.
Mr Tay's taking over.
Whatever.
moodless to do anything now.
just numbed myself in training.
and whoo, it's been long since trng has become more hiong.
zz.. and home's getting freaking shitty after eoys.
eoys = no time to talk more to unreasonable ppl.
after eoys = super buay tahan. don't speak means im insulting myself.
whatever.
wore myself out today cuz i havent recovered fully.
imagine after training and still went for jogging from Khatib to Yishun and back uh.
i think if i don't run, i'll explode o.o
geez, more trainings to come.
minicup's next week.
bbq and sleepover on fri.
can't wait for the sleepover because i'm OUT OF MY HOME. (:
gosh.
