Tests are over.
Leaving me in kind of a haggard state.
Sleeping past 1am to study and coming to school with a sleepy mood.
And I almost slept in Chinese class.
Come on, this is the beginning and more are yet to come.
Pull myself together and do my best.
It's my last year.
Jiayou.

Finally, tests over. Say bye to stress.

Hey guys, sorry for not being able to blog these days.
Many tests coming up.
Today's Differentiation of Trigo., Log. and Exponential and Stationary, Minimum and Maxinmum Pts.
Thurs' more than 10 Chapters of Physics.

These tests are killing me.
I'm getting so frustrated trying to solve Trigo. Differentiation that I'm pissed right now.
So, thanks and do come back on Thursday for a new blog entry! :D

YAY!
Triple championship today for Xinmin Secondary School!
Though I'm no longer in main 12 for BGirls, I'm pretty proud of them!
Many awkward period of times when they took photo and I really wanted to join them.
But trying not to be so extra in there, well, I managed to think positive. (:
Want to thank Jaime all these while for her support in trainings, as well as other teammates who tried to encourage me. haha.
I will be back on court soon I hope! :D
Though I know I'll never have a chance to be in the main 12 for Nationals, because priorities aren't really sec4s for B Div' Girls, but well, I'll still love my Sec 4 volleyball teammates! :D
And thanks for the memories you girls gave me in C Div' and I'll never forget it.
Thanks lovely captain, Jac and Jaime, and girls. (:
AND YONGHAN, RACHAEL AND AIMIE TOO! :P
Haha, will visit you girls alright!
I'll try to blend in with your, just don't find me extra! hahas!
And lastly, congratulations to the triple champs! :D
C Div' Girls, don't give up alright! You journey for volleyball has just started! :D
You still got long way to go! All the best man! :D

Passion doesn't mean I have to be in court in person. (Not trying to say I got a lot of passion la.. -.-)
It also means wishing others luck, for we have a common goal.
BGirls, 帮我拿 Nationals Champion! :D

Life's getting hectic again.
I'm still sick, coughing my way through lessons and often feel awkward breaking the silence in class at times.
Chinese New Year gift from Mr Tang today.
A wonderful Chinese test and I've already knew I got one question wrong.
Ohwell, it's a test.
I shan't take it too seriously to heart. (:
Upcoming physics test on Monday.
Many chapters are tested, more than 10 to be exact.
Shall give it my best. ^^
Came home from school and slept till 7.30pm.
Ate dinner and procrastinated till now.
Gonna do my NYP project now and I'm super pissed with my partner.
Anyway, I'm not gonna hold high hopes to win the Science and Technology Symposium.
What a team spirit, you call it.
And I CERTAIN AGREE.
Gahh, my partner doesn't bother anyway.
All she wants is a wonderful testimonial from NYP.
Whatever. I shall heed Mannan's advice and THINK POSITIVE. (:

People who don't have the sense of urgency to do their homework are usually those who doesn't have curfew because people like me just think that they have the whole damn day to do their work and start procrastinating till it's late and start chionging. Don't you agree? :O

It's Day 3 of Chinese New Year today.
Woke up with a heavy heart today because my brother's gonna book in for his camp @ Tekong.
Mummy cooked lunch today.
She used to cook wonderful dishes of food in the past.
But she's getting older, and she needs to ease her workload.
So eating home-cooked food became rather rare for me since my Secondary School life.
So she cooking today, which shows how much she doted on my brother, and she cooked porridge with peanuts, fishcakes, sardines, scallops and lobsters.
Never really eat lobsters at home, so it's kinda special today.
At medicine and slept all the way till 4pm plus.
My brother was already changing and preparing to meet his friends to go to Pasir Ris to take the ferry to Tekong.

I woke up and I called "Korkor, come."
Then he came to my bedroom.
I smiled at him and waved and said "Byebye".
Then he smiled and waved back. (:

I closed my eyes and when I was about to fall asleep again, I sensed someone beside my bed.
I opened my eyes and saw my brother in his army uniform no.4 and he smiled at me and said "Byebye".
I went "Heehee." and waved and said "Byebye." and smiled. (:

For a moment, my heart has got this sourish feeling I have never felt towards my brother before.
I missed him even before he stepped out of the house.

Korkor, faster come back. (:

Woke up early in the morning to prepare to go to grandmother's house to 拜年.
Collected many angbaos and wishes from relatives.
Ate many goodies like pineapple tarts, and of course my medicine.
Played blackjack with fellow cousins and enjoyed it a lot.
I think gambling is the most enjoyable for me for the past few days.
Though there's loss of money, I lose it happily.
Well done, I'm in another phase of life. (:

Chinese New Year's getting more boring every year.
I don't really feel the atmosphere and that festive mood.
To me, Chinese New Year is just another holiday. :O
拜年好像没气氛-老了就是那么不同。

So I went to the doctor's.
And I was told I should stop CCA temporarily.

I didn't treasure it in the past.
And now when I do, I can't play.
Jiayou girls.